“This year was somehow so extraordinary. I got to experience something so unique, something so beautiful, something so precious. And I was doing really well with music, writing songs, editing. But the amazing thing was that it was very, very, very strange rumors started happening,” Liis Lemsalu said.
I first heard about the drug stories from my friends
“I remember very well that I was eating with two friends, and then one of my friends said that there were rumors like that,” Lemsalu said. “But the problem was that these stories didn’t stop. I didn’t do anything that would give substance to these stories. Although yes, I was also young and I also tried and did and I think for nine or ten years ago, I tried the cannabis and I immediately realized that it wasn’t for me. And from now on I will no longer come into contact with this topic.”
Due to growing pains I had to resort to surgery
“In 2020, I started to realize that my menstrual cycle may not be what it used to be,” Lemsalu recalled. “I’ve experienced very painful and bloody days my whole life. But I kind of came to terms with that and thought that was my specialty as a woman, and I also often heard from doctors that you take a painkiller and that’s it and you’ll be fine. But it all started to culminate in the fact that in 2021 the pain became more and more intense and started appearing outside of my period. It actually started to worry me a lot that something was wrong with me.”
For a long time, doctors could not identify the cause of the ever-increasing pain. Eventually, it was suspected that the young woman might have endometriosis, which simply means that uterine tissue grows outside the uterus and can bleed in the wrong place during the menstrual cycle, causing pain and other ailments up to and including infertility. An operation had to be performed to make a definitive diagnosis.
“On November 16, 2022, I underwent surgery. After the surgery, the gynecologist confirmed that I indeed had endometriosis,” Lemsalu said.
Liis Lemsalu in autumn 2023 in “Ringvaates” Author/source: ERR
Becoming a mother was a miracle
According to Lemsalu, her biggest fear was not being able to get pregnant. “Being a mother today is a miracle for me, because to some extent I had already accepted that maybe this wouldn’t happen to me. I thought, help, this is a miracle and I have to maintain it. As I started doing everything to make it possible, I canceled several trips because I didn’t dare take the plane, I was afraid of falling, I didn’t polish my nails because I was afraid that it would be absorbed through the nail plate, at a certain point I didn’t even use perfume, I didn’t I went to the hairdresser to dye my hair, changed all the creams,” Lemsalu recalled.
“In short, I did pretty much everything I could to have this happen to me and to be able to say in the second trimester that I was pregnant. And that’s why it hurt so much to hear these stories about using hard drugs.”
There is no suspect or witness in any criminal case
“For my partner, it was definitely a little bit like, what the hell? This is so surreal, it’s even funny.”
Lemsalu confirmed that she did not overdose on EMO while she was pregnant, that her father did not take her to a drug rehabilitation center by his side, that her son has no problems stemming from his addiction, and that child protection childhood did not come to investigate or take the child away. due to addiction.
Representatives of law enforcement assure the “eyewitness” that Liis Lemsalu’s name does not appear in any criminal proceedings either as a suspect or as a witness. Additionally, there is no entry in the singer’s digital history that indicates an EMO overdose or drug problem.
Speaking publicly about endometriosis is an issue close to her heart
“If anyone thinks that I would do something during pregnancy to my child, that I thought wouldn’t come to me, that’s so vile,” Lemsalu said.
“I knew that if I ever had a child, I wanted to come and talk about endometriosis,” Lemsalu said. “For me it was a heart issue because I don’t believe any woman should suffer such pain and unfortunately I know many women do. I wish all women had this information and if anyone is still suffering, just based on my experience they will be able to Also investigate if maybe it’s endometriosis, maybe then they can even get treatment.”
“I would not have come to speak publicly about these rumors if they were only about me,” Lemsalu explained why he decided to give an interview to “Pealtnagija”.
“But granted history (loo – toim.) what makes everything more difficult is that there was another person inside me and I gave birth here without my son and I want to protect him. And I want him to know, whatever the future holds, that he also has the confidence to know what his mom is like.”
Liis Lemsalu Author/source: Jörgen Paabu
2024-01-17 18:38:00
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